A little window into my life this morning…This isn’t necessarily dramatic, but it is candid. I ask Suncrest to be real with each other so this is me being real with you. This fall been one of the most intense seasons of my life. Some good. Some not so good. Very demanding. I feel like I’ve failed at some things personally and church-wise. I’ve also seen God work in some powerful ways – both through me and in spite of me. It hasn’t been an awful season…or the best season…just the most intense.
IMPORTANT: If you start feeling sorry for me when you read this…PLEASE STOP. Stop feeling sorry…and stop reading if you have to! 🙂 That would miss the whole point. The point is your life and my life are probably a lot alike. And the last 5 bullet points are BY FAR the most important.
I’m just reflecting here in some random bullet-point form about my thoughts from the past couple months…
-THRIVE was one of the most powerful series we have ever done…it generated a lot of intense and personal and time-intensive conversations.
-People re-calibrating their lives is huge and I think it’s hard to step right into another big thing like SERVOLUTION.
-I feel like we’ve had trouble getting SERVOLUTION “off the ground”. I could be wrong, but it feels too preachy to me…
-I know this about myself: When I get tired it shows up in my teaching. Sermons become more finger pointing and “you should” rather than insightful and “what if we did?”
-I’m praying hard that your community group is providing great inspiration to you here to fill the gap…and when you do jump in to serve somewhere you will experience the joy of it.
-I preached in Chapel at my alma mater last week. Getting invited back as an alum to help mark a significant change at the institution was a great honor…
-But I felt like the sermon I preached in Chapel wasn’t very good. (You ever been in a place you really wanted to hit a home run, but you just grounded out to the pitcher?)
-Jenny is trying to meet the needs of some of our neighbors by helping get kids on the bus in the morning. It makes for a full house from 6:45-8:15 most every morning.
-The Cardinals got swept in the playoffs. Ugh!
-I haven’t blogged for 10 days…I started to type late at night a couple times (embarrassingly late, actually) and fell asleep at the computer.
-It is budget time. And offerings that were strong in the spring are not so strong now. What does next year hold? God knows.
-By every measure out there, Suncrest is short-staffed for our size. It makes us creative and focused. It also creates a “plates spinning” environment.
– I keep praying for someone to make a $2.5 million gift to the church so we can take the $20,000/month we spend on a mortgage payment and use it for staff or other needs.
-I’ve preached every week for a while. I love that. It’s my favorite thing to do.
-I’ve preached every week for a while. I hate that. At it’s worse, the sermon is “the term paper due every week”.
-I get lots of people who want things from me or the church. That’s usually a good thing…they see a chance to make a difference in someone’s life.
-It’s only frustrating when the requests are more about personal preferences than kingdom-mission. That’s human nature, I guess.
-Jenny is serving in more areas than she ever has at church…Children’s ministry, visual arts, and going on the Africa Mission trip in February. I want it no other way.
-Every night she has had an Africa meeting, I’ve had another meeting. Is it good to farm the kids out so we can serve the church? We are blessed with great sitters.
-A very generous soul has given me the gift of unlimited free golf at a very nice local golf course. I used it only twice this summer. That makes me sick.
-I’ve had to have my share of “hard conversations” with people lately. I don’t know anyone who likes those. I know I don’t.
-God has placed some huge opportunities in front of us for next year…I want to tackle all of them. Not sure we can. But who wants to miss an opportunity?
-We keep seeing lives changed. We keep baptizing people at both campuses. As a pastor I know says, “THAT never gets old!”
-After I felt like Sunday’s sermon on “your gifts” was kind of a dud, the first three people I saw in the hallway told me they were jumping in to serve.
Which reminds me…
-God is always at work. He does not grow tired or weary…even if we do.
-Jesus really did overcome death…he can overcome any of my stuff (and any of yours).
-The Holy Spirit really does live inside of me. He guides me as much as I let him. The strength he makes available is limitless. But he doesn’t force it on us.
-In the midst of everything, when I stop to consider all God has given me there is no appropriate response except gratitude.
-I am pretty sure I have the greatest job in the world.
I love you, suncrest. Thanks for being authentic in who you are and encouraging me to do the same. This Sunday I’m going to talk about our passions and how they are God’s signal to us on where to serve. Can’t wait to see you!

Yesterday on the way home from church, I heard Abby (our 3-year-old) saying outloud to herself from the back seat, “Don’t worry about anything. Pray about everything.” Jenny and I didn’t teach her that. It was her memory verse from her class that morning. And this is the story of us raising Jack and Abby to be Christ-followers — we do everything we can…but we need the church to provide guidance too.
If you haven’t heard…you have to think about this. Take your wife out on a great date!
We taught on “Correcting Course” Sunday to conclude our THRIVE series. In the teaching Doug (@ east campus) and I (@ west campus) did this last week, we leaned heavily on some Biblical concepts gained from Andy Stanley, pastor of Northpoint Church near Atlanta.
Fifteen years ago today…Suncrest opened our doors for the very first time. And God has given us quite a ride ever since, hasn’t he?
I have. I still think about Africa most every day.
We have kids around the church doing amazing things to raise money for clean water systems. We have container full of stuff we collected this summer that we are working to get shipped. We have 17 people who have made deposits to go on a trip to Liberia next February (including Jenny).
We have figured out ways to support the ministry in Liberia in even greater ways even in very tight financial times. Our missions coordinator (Denise Tribble) has made trips to other churches to rally more support and we’ve kept benefiting form our ties to the church that inspired a lot of this in us from Muncie.
We are trying to figure out how to make a significantly larger investment there – thinking mostly in terms of leadership and money. We probably won’t get that done in 2010, but we are committed to keeping the vision alive and taking small steps forward.
So…I’m thrilled to share these pictures of progress. When we were in Liberia in February, there were no walls on this church building. This is progress that (in part) is possible because of you, Suncrest. If you look at some of the pictures in detail, it is amazing how resourceful they are!
If you haven’t thought about Africa lately…look at the progress and people in these pictures and stop to pray for them. This last picture shows their makeshift baptistry…a beautiful image of what this is all really about.
I spoke in our Student Life Worship Service last night, so I put on the coolest shirt I own and experienced a powerful night with them. These High School and Middle School students are incredible. They are only outpaced by Jared (our Student Life Pastor) and the adult leaders that invest in them!

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